I'm in a good place now, I suppose. It's not as lonely anymore, for some reason, and I believe that the main reason for this is my acquiration of another lonely person. I feel a little less like there's nothing left in my worthlessness or something. Whatever. What I'm tryin to say is this: there is a lot of behind the scenes type stuff in my life nowadays, and being at this new skool has been a THANK THE FECKING LORD moment for me since there's way less crap for me to worry about or bitch to everyone about. Plus, I have more free time to enjoy myself once I get off the bus. How brillant!
Furthermore...I've noticed that I've been writing really well. Yeah, I know, what else is new. But in all honesty, I consider myself my harshest critic. I'm very humble, and if I don't like one of my works, you shouldn't ethier.
ANYWAYS...like I said...my writing has improved immensely. To the point where I'm starting to be proud of everything coming out of my fingers. It's ridiculous. I have no idea why. Well...perhaps I do. Things are being changed for me, whether I'd likeum to or not, it's happening. And big old prideass me is not gunna admit that bluntly under any circumstances, so I'm saying it now a little more subtly. Hopefully the effect is the same...
I've got an essay to write. These sad songs I'm listening to are getting real bittersweet now. I don't cry no more, etheir. ---------------------------------------------MS